I'm Really Excited About This

This is what is on my mind lately.  In a few weeks, I get to go here.  Antalya, Turkey.  A family from church has invited me to go with them...for free.  I will have the opportunity to see the 7 churches of Revelation.  Yep, I'm pretty excited. 

This video is rocking my world right now...

Follow Me

This is the picture that comes to mind whenever I hear the term "follow." The classic image of a child following closely in his Father's footsteps. Lately I have been thinking often about what it truly means to follow Jesus Christ. It's a phrase we use so often--"I am a follower of Jesus Christ" or "I am following my Savior." But what does it really mean to follow Jesus Christ, the Savior of the world?

First, and this may seem pretty obvious, but following Christ means that we must be willing to be led. I listened to a Francis Chan sermon recently where he was asking just that--are you willing to be led by Jesus Christ? Really. Think about it. Following means that I am not walking where I want to go, but where He wants me to go. It means that He may lead me somewhere that I simply do not want to go--to another country, to my neighbor's house to share the gospel, out of my comfortable lifestyle and into a life of danger and risk for the sake of the gospel. Wow. I even have to follow if He leads me there? Following means that I give up my rights and my desires and I follow Jesus Christ as Lord in my life.

Second, following means that I must go the places Jesus went. John 12:26 says, "If anyone serves me, he must follow me; and where I am, there will my servant be also." Where was Jesus? Was he living in "suburbia", in a safe, comfortable little house with a white picket fence, far away from danger and opposition? Reading just one chapter of the gospels and the account of Jesus' life and you will see that He was far from that. Instead, we see Him walking among those who hated Him the most, going to the prostitutes and the poor, the homeless--the "least of these." But, look at us. Just like Caedmon's call said, "The least of these look like criminals to me." So, instead of following, I turn away in fear and frustration, criticizing the very people that Jesus loved and sought most. Why? Because "Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick. Go and learn what this means, 'I desire mercy and not sacrifice.' For I came not to call the righteous, but sinners." (Matthew 9:12-13)

As I was thinking through these things, I heard Leeland's newest song from their new album (which was just released today). The song is called "Follow You." Here are some of the lyrics:

You lived among the least of these

The weary and the weak

And it would be a tragedy for me to turn away

All of my needs you have supplied

When I was dead you gave me life

How could I not give it away so freely?

And I'll follow you into the homes that are broken

Follow you into the world

Meet the needs for the poor and needy, God

Follow you into the world

The entire song is great, but these lyrics really struck my heart. Because what I am so accustomed to doing is turning the other way, pretending to not see, going back to worrying about what movie to watch or what restaurant to eat dinner at. And yet, what Jesus Christ has called me to do is follow. When I look at that picture of the little boy following his daddy, I think about how much I long to follow Jesus in that same way. The little boy doesn't question the dad as if he somehow knows more, he trusts his dad's leading. He doesn't turn away and start to follow his own way, and if he does, he ends up in big trouble--from his dad and from the consequences of the place he is going. He follows his dad with great anticipation and excitement because he trusts his dad's leading--he is willing to be led.

So what does it all mean?

It means that instead of telling God, "I will follow you anywhere--even to another country" I need to simply follow Him today--

Follow Him when He leads me to give up something that I truly believe I "need" and instead trusting Him to provide for my every need.

It means following Him to buying that homeless guy some food and telling him about the Bread of Life that satisfies and sustains.

It means that instead of condemning and throwing stones at the teenage girl that got pregnant, I take her under my wing and love her the way Jesus loved the woman caught in adultery.


The transition for me of going from living in another country for the sake of the gospel to living in the country I grew up in has been difficult to say the least. In many ways, I am sensing a loss of purpose and clarity and direction. And yet, my purpose and direction in life is the same no matter what continent I am on--Follow Jesus. Or to put it more clearly--be led by Jesus, every moment of every day.

Introducing....Team Clarkenstein!

Yes...that is our team name for Kevin Clark and Emily Klopfenstein's intern team, Summer '09.  I think it's a great team name.  In fact, last night I had a dream that there was actually a city in the US called "Clarkenstein."  I think we're on to something. :)

Without further delay, I would like to show you the line-up for our team, from left to right:

Amber Kronz: "Little sis"  Amber is the youngest member of our team.  This is her first time in the Czech Republic.  How, might you ask, did she decide to come to Czech?  Well, God told her to.  So, she listened and now she's here!  Amber is our math whiz and handles finances for us--something everyone else on the team should probably never involve ourselves with.  I am so excited to see what God does in Amber's life this summer.  I can already see Him doing amazing things in her and showing her more of Himself.  

Josh Frederick: "The Bearded Guy"  You never know what Josh has up his.....beard.  He brings such a fun atmosphere to our team.  Josh has an amazing gift of being able to connect with students and pull them in.  He is also ready to serve the team and everyone around him every moment of the day.  I know God is going to use Josh in the lives of lots of Czech people this summer and I'm so excited to see what God does through him. 

Kevin Clark: "The Pittsburgh Guy" Because of Kevin, our team knows more about Pittsburgh than we ever thought we could..or even wanted.  Kevin has been to Czech and served as an intern many years and is excited to be back here again.  He has great friendships with so many guys here and has really poured into so many of the leaders of the youth groups here.  Kevin wants to be here full-time eventually, after he finishes school.

Emily Klopfenstein: Well, you already know enough about me.  I'm just the girl that laughs a lot.  And the girl that thinks, "Why the heck did they ask me to lead an intern team this summer?"  God has already taught me so much and humbled me so much through this process and I can't wait to see how He continues to do so.  I'm experiencing His strength in weakness more than ever before.

Martin Stepanenko: "The Czech"  Martin is the final member of our team who just joined us last week.  And, let me tell you, he was exactly what our team was missing.  I have known Martin for over 3 years now and have seen him grow in huge ways in his relationship with God.  He grew up in an Atheist family and has an amazing story of how God revealed Himself to Martin.  This picture is of us after church--him being the typical, "don't-show-emotion" Czech and me being the "oh-my-gosh-everything-is-the-best-thing-that's-ever-happened-to-me" American.  Martin has a deep love for God and is such a deep thinker.  He is so intelligent and uses his gift of knowledge to further the Kingdom of God.  I'm so thankful to serve with him this summer and see how God uses him among the people of his own country!

So, there you have it.  A bunch of misfits and losers that God is using for amazing things.  When I think about our team and what an unlikely bunch we are, I think of 1 Corinthians 1:26-27. "For consider your calling, brothers: not many of you were wise according to worldly standards, not many were powerful, not many were of noble birth. But God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong."  We are just a bunch of weak fools that have been redeemed by God and are now being used for His purposes.  And it's all so that our only boasting comes from who God is, not who we are or what we can do.  I can't wait to see how God is going to use us this summer to further His Kingdom on this earth to bring glory to Himself.  Stay tuned to hear how God is using Team Clarkenstein to conquer the Czech Republic in the name of Jesus Christ!  

 

Imitate Their Faith

One of the most interesting things to me about the Czech Republic is that it is one of the most atheistic countries in the world and also one of the most rich in Christian history.  What is now a very dark nation was once an influencing country during the Reformation of the Catholic church.  I heard a testimony last summer from a student who accepted Christ after studying the history of Czech Republic, reading the materials that other Czech people had written only a few hundred years ago.  In one of the main squares in Prague is a statue of man named Jan Hus (John Huss), who was burned at the stake being called a heretic by the Catholic church and Martin Luther himself got some views from Jan Hus.  There are countless stories throughout history of great men and women of faith in this now atheistic country.  

The saddest part of all of this is the fact that many of the memorials of these people are in places that people walk by every single day, not knowing what the lives of these people who are now statues represent.  The statue of Jan Hus that is in the square is almost always surrounded by people--sitting on the ledge of the statue as if it were a bench.  They have no idea what this man lived and died for.  

Last week, our intern team was visiting a school in Pocernice, a sub-division of Prague.  The school we were visiting is run by a man who has a reputation for being very harsh towards Christians.  The pastor of the church we were working with, who grew up under communism, said that this principal reminds him of the way school were run under communism.  This man was not happy about us coming to school to invite students to a camp where God and the Bible would be talked about.  Usually, schools will let us come into individual classes and teach an English lesson and promote camp.  This principal only gave us permission to make the announcement over the intercom.  We as a team were praying for a miracle.  We had no idea what to expect, but we knew that the God we were serving had the power to turn the hearts of kings like streams of water to wherever He wants (Proverbs 21:1).  So, we approached with confidence.  

We got to the school, found the principal's office and knocked on the door. I could actually feel the darkness.  It was as if a lid was over this school. After waiting anxiously for at least 5 minutes outside his office, he opened the door.  The pastor was the first person he saw, so the first words out of his mouth were, "For God?"  He then rolled his eyes and invited us (all the while showing his irritation) into his office.  We talked to him about what we were planning to do.  As soon as the pastor told him that we were Americans, his entire disposition changed.  God did something in his heart.  He gave us permission to stand in the hallways and pass out fliers about camp.  It still wasn't visiting classes, but it was more than just making an announcement over the intercom.  

And that was it.  We were in and out of the school within 20 minutes.  But, on the way out, the pastor stopped us to point out a memorial that hung on the wall of the lobby.   It was a sculpture that had the faces of 5 different men who had a significant impact in Czech history.  The pastor began to tell us about these 5 men.  All but one of them were followers of Christ whose main goal was to proclaim Christ in their country.  And here their faces hung in a school, hundreds of years later--students walking by every day, a principal trying to hold back any proclamation of Christ in his school--people with no regard for Christ, not knowing why they were created, without hope in this world.

I think of Hebrews 13:7-8.  "Remember your leaders, those who spoke to you the word of God.  Consider the outcome of their way of life, and imitate their faith.  Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever."  I long for the day when more will imitate the faith of those who came before them.  But, I take great hope in seeing the lives of the few that truly are living lives of great faith, lives that imitate those of the past, lives worth imitating for generations to come.  

There are still so many here in this country that don't know Jesus Christ.  They don't know that which men and women from their history believed in so much that they died for it.  But, Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever and He is a God who saves!!!  Just as He emboldened those in the past to live radical lives for Him, He will call more to Himself who will do the same.  And I can't wait to watch that unfold!

The Day We Got Our Visas

You know those days....the ones when you're thinking, "Some day I'll look back on this and laugh."  The day we got our visas was one of those days.

It all started when my alarm went off at 4:30 in order for us to catch the bus by 5:30....oh wait.  That's where the problems began...my alarm didn't go off.  So, Leah woke me up just before 5:00 and we sprinted to the bus station and made it just in time.  We got on our bus and were on our way.  We knew things weren't going well when it started pouring down rain and the bus had to slow down considerably.  Our feeling was right, because at the time when we were supposed to be in the next city getting on the next bus, we were nowhere near a city of any sort. So, we were on to plan B: stay on the bus to the next city and catch the next bus there....which would have worked except for the fact that we missed that bus too.  Sooo...catch the next train in the next city.  Yep.  Missed that too.  The problem is that the Czech embassy in Slovakia is only open for a 30 MINUTE window in which you can get your visa.  At this point, the last train we could catch was getting into Bratislava, Slovakia 15 minutes to 2PM, which was when the embassy closed.  So, we got off our train, ran to a taxi and made it to the embassy at 2:15.  By God's mercy, Autumn (my other roommate) was there already and had stalled them just enough for us to get in.  Also, the lady that was working that day was "the nice one" and she let us in even though it was past time.  Those two things alone were HUGE ways that God reminded us of His perfect control over the situation.  

So...we got to Bratislava, spent about 15 minutes picking up our visas and got back on the train for 7 more hours.  We made our first train switch with no hold-ups.  But, our train to Prague was late and we had a bus to catch and it was the very LAST bus out of Prague that night.  We jumped off the train, pushed through the crowds, ran to the metro, and ran to the bus station.  We missed the bus by 2 minutes.  After expressing our frustration and disappointment, we sat there in silence, completely unsure about what to do. We searched every bus and train out of Prague that night and nothing could get us home before 4 or 5 AM.  Thankfully, we found someone who could drive us home.  So, we finally made it home at 11PM.  I have to say that this one of the longest,  most eventful days of my life and yet I wouldn't trade it for anything and here's why:

1) I got to spend some much-needed time with Leah and Autumn, who I won't be seeing much more of now that the summer is here and I will be heading back to the states at the end of summer.

2) In situations when you want to cry, you can choose to laugh instead and it makes things SO much easier and more enjoyable.

3) We were dependent upon God and therefore prayerful and sensitive to every small blessing along the way.  

4) We have some great memories that we won't forget.  Here are some pictures to show you how we felt at the end of the day:

                                This is how we felt about the fact that we got our visas!!!!
                                       This is us trying to be happy...really, we were trying!
       But, to be honest, this is how we felt at the end of the day....and our adventure wasn't even                                                                                     over yet!

So, there you have it!  There is never a dull moment when you are traveling across the country.  I know all of this makes you wish you could be here too. :)

The Officially Legal with a Visa girl,

Emily   

Train Rides and the Kingdom of God

Apparently, God has a purpose in having me travel every weekend.  Hmmm....should have seen that one coming, eh?  He's shown me that in the fact that my traveling times have provided some great opportunities for the gospel and opportunities for me to grow...a LOT.  Let me share with you another example of how God has done this.

I was on my weekly trip from Strakonice to Plzen to Cheb.  I pretty much have this journey "down"--where my train stops, which platform to go to, etc.  Well, this time God through a little surprise in there for me--and I'm so glad He did!  When I got on the first train, the ticket-checker guy started saying stuff to me in Czech--and I had absolutely no clue what he was saying.  But, he kept walking by and I just made sure that I was constantly on guard for what was going on.  I got to Plzen safely and went to my next train.  Again, this time a woman, started telling me something in Czech.  This time I could understand enough to know that I needed to get off the train, get on a bus, and then get back on the train.  What I didn't understand was where exactly these events were supposed to take place.  So, I sat there thinking to myself, "Should I just sit here and pretend like I know what is going on?"  I was in a little room with 3 teenage-ish people and so I  knew that at least one of them was bound to speak some English because they all learn it in school.  So, after much debating in my mind, I went for it: "Do any of you speak English?"  One of them replied (in Czech) that he understood a little bit, but not very much and didn't speak as much as he understood...I stopped him in the middle of his explanation and asked him one simple question: "What am I supposed to do?" :)  I knew that the lady had told him that he was supposed to do the same thing as me, so I figured he could help me out.  And he did!  Praise the Lord.  Well, that's only the beginning.

I followed my new friend (whose name I never learned) to the bus.  We got on the bus and sat there in silence.  We finally began talking (in his very broken english and my very broken Czech).  He started asking me questions about what I was doing here (as most people do when they see an American hanging out in the Czech Republic in the middle of the year).  So, I began to tell him what I'm doing here in Czech.  "So, you believe in God?" he asked.  "Yes, I do."  He got a smirk on his face, "I don't."  He was probably thinking the conversation would end there.  But, I wanted to know more.  So, I began to ask him more questions...about creation, purpose, morality, etc.  He responded to nearly every question with either "I don't know" or "I never think about it."  When our bus finally came to a stop, he was staying in that city and I had to get on the next train.  At first, I was so incredibly discouraged.  But, as I sat on the next train to Cheb, there are a few things I reflected upon:

1) I praised God for my salvation.  I deserve to be just as confused and hopeless as this guy.  There is no reason why God should look upon me with mercy, or show me my need for a Savior, or choose to call me from darkness to light.  I thought of Paul's words in 2 Corinthians 4:3-6: 

"And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled only to those who are perishing.  In their case, the god of this world has blinded the minds of the unbelievers, to keep them from seeing the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God......For God, who said, 'Let light shine out of darkness,' has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ."

It became so much more clear to me in that moment, that if it weren't for God's light that shone in my heart, I would be walking in the same darkness.  Praise God that He lifted the veil that was over my mind so that I could see Him!  

2) There are those who plant, those who water, but only God causes growth.  Paul reminded the church at Corinth that everyone involved in the "process" of making disciples are merely tools of God.  We are just merely people who can help, but it's God who truly changes people.  "I planted, Apollos watered, but God gave the growth.  So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God who gives growth." (1 Corinthians 3:6-7)  I prayed then and continue to pray for this young man that there was some seed planted in his heart, no matter how small or big and that this seed would be watered by others who come into his life.  I may never see him again, but I pray that there is someone who God will use to cultivate these thoughts and that more than anything, God would cause growth for He is the only One that can.

3) There will be some who simply will not believe.  Sometimes in my mind, I get so excited and fired up and think that everyone will be saved.  But, it's not true.  There will be some who will reject Christ.  I don't know who those people are, and I'm definitely not saying that I think this guy is one of them.  But, his hardness of heart was a good reminder for me.  I thought of Lazarus and the rich man in Luke 16:19-31. The rich man went to hell and begged and begged even for just a drop of water to quench his thirst. He begged to return to earth even for just a moment to warn his family that they didn't want to come to the place he was in.  But, Abraham reminded him that they had Moses and the prophets and if they chose to not believe them, then they wouldn't even believe someone raised from the dead.   There will be some who reject Christ and can't be convinced otherwise, no matter how many times they hear the Truth.  And it's in realizations like these that we have to step back, cover our mouths, and say "God, your ways and thoughts are higher than mine and I simply have to trust that you are limitless in your grace, but also perfect in your justice."  

4) God will accomplish His purposes on this earth.  I come back to the promise of Habakkuk 2:14 often: "For the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the Lord as the waters cover the sea."  Even though at times, it feels so hopeless and it's so hard to see such a hardened heart, this promise will be fulfilled on this earth--and what a glorious day it will be!  

  

So, there you have it!  God ordains everything perfectly--even the trains we ride on!  Praise God that He re-awakens longings and promises within our souls and that He uses fools like us to further His Kingdom on this earth.  We are nothing, but He is the God who grows and I praise Him for that!  

Rejoicing in the God of my salvation,

Emily 

When God proves His love through discipline...

"He disciplines us for our good, that we may share his holiness.  For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it."  -Hebrews 12:10b-11

I'm so thankful that the God of the universe wants you and me to share in his holiness.  It's really an incredible thought, isn't it?  The problem is that God is more concerned with our holiness than our happiness, so we usually don't walk the path of becoming holy with excitement most of the time.  But, look at the promise He's given us in Hebrews--if we can just look past the immediate for a moment, we can see the amazing harvest that will come as a result of the painful discipline of the Lord.  Well, I am still learning what it means to be trained by that painful process.  Here's a perfect example of that.  

Last week was a week that I had been looking forward to for a very long time--Josiah Venture ladies' conference.  Spending an entire week with all of the women of JV was something I knew would teach me and stretch me so much.  Well, the week came and went and I did learn a ton, but not in the way that I had expected to learn everything.  Instead of spending the week deep in conversation with missionary women from all over eastern Europe, I spent the week shivering in bed with a fever, sore throat, runny nose and a painful cough.  I was stretched in so many uncomfortable ways and God chose to put me in a quiet, lifeless room on my back to let me know there were some things He wanted me to hear.  So--I listened.  I'll admit, not willingly at first.  I fought it.  I was upset that He chose the very week of the conference to make me so sick.  But, finally, the Spirit opened up my heart to simply listen.  

First, He helped me to realize that what was happening to me was God's answer to one of the prayers that I had been praying--for God to break me and humble me and make me depend on Him and not myself.  When you can hardly get out of bed each day, it's a very harsh reality that you are dependent upon Someone far greater than you.  Especially in ministry, I had become so self-sufficient (or so I thought) and was trying to do it all on my own.  So, at the conference as I laid in bed for 2 days straight and after I had made it clear that I wasn't happy--I surrendered. I finally gave it all over to Him--all my goals, fears, plans, all of myself--and it couldn't have been more liberating.  

Secondly, He revealed more of my sin to me and showed me that having me in bed, without energy and without a voice was His gracious way of keeping me from even more of that sin.  Something that has been a constant battle for me is fear of man, trying to win the approval of others, basing my life off of what people think of me.  Coming into the conference with tons of women who were JV missionaries and who I had heard so many amazing things about made me enter into the conference with hesitation and this feeling like I had to somehow "prove" myself to them.  Hmm....that's not very easy to do when you can't talk (literally--I even tried really hard to), and when your energy and your laugh and everything that makes you "you" is taken away.  But, praise God that He did!  Because He finally stopped me in my tracks and said, "Emily, stop!  Stop living for the people around you and live for me.  Look for my approval, live for my glory and live to bring a smile to my face.  Find your identity in me and in who you are in me...not who you are in the opinions of the people around you."  

Praise God that He loves us enough to strip us of our health and energy and make us completely weak and needy so that He can draw us back to where we need to be.  Praise God that He disciplines those He loves because, let's face it, I was in need of a "spiritual spanking", if you will.  

So now, I am entering into new ministries and new adventures and I'm entering them with a new focus--Lord, am I pleasing you?  Am I bringing you glory?  People could say a whole lot of nice things, or a whole lot of critical things, or a whole lot of nothing--but if you are pleased, then I will keep going.  

Thankful to be Disciplined by His love,

Emily

  

My 21st Birthday

I got to celebrate my 21st birthday with my friends in Cheb (pronounced Heb with some phlegm in the throat).  They totally surprised me and had the youth group room decorated with balloons and everything!  It was great!  Here are some pictures for you to enjoy:  

                 The beautiful flowers from my dad and brother.

The youth group presenting me with flowers from my dad and brother.
                 SURPRISE!!!
                         The whole gang.
    SOOO happy to see all of my friends!!!!

                      My very own Czech Bible!

                             Beautiful girls! 

      Vlasta and Sandra--two of the girls from the girls group.

My favorite Czech cake (honey cake) and my first Czech Bible!
Andy and Ester--some of the sweet girls in the youth group.  

So there you have it!  That was what my special day was like!  I couldn't imagine a 

better 21st birthday.    

Lifting Veils

“Therefore, having this ministry by the mercy of God, we do not lose heart.  But we have renounced disgraceful, underhanded ways.  We refuse to practice cunning or to tamper with God’s word, but by the open statement of the truth we would commend ourselves to everyone’s conscience in the sight of God.  And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled only to those who are perishing.  In their case, the god of this world has blinded the minds of the unbelievers, to keep them from seeing the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God.  For what we proclaim is not ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, with ourselves as servants for Jesus’ sake.  For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.” 

-2 Corinthians 4:1-6

 

One of my favorite things to do is to ask students that know Christ when and how they came to know Him as their personal Savior.  One reason is because their faces light up every time and they can’t wait to share what God has done in their lives.  It’s also always an exciting thing to hear about the power of the gospel at work in the lives of people.  So, here are a few examples of souls that have been won and are experiencing new life in Christ:

 

Magda grew up in the Catholic Church.  Her dad passed away when she was 7 years old and her mom took her to the Catholic Church every Sunday.  Magda thought that this was all that Christianity or church meant—she went out of obligation and to honor her mom, not because she had any desire on her own.  One of her classmates invited her to church one week.  In Magda’s own words, her response was, “Are you kidding me?  You actually enjoy going to church and even like it enough to invite a friend?”  It took Magda’s friend some coaxing before Magda finally agreed to go.  She was amazed at what church was like—a band that played fast songs in church?  People talking and laughing and enjoying themselves in Church?  This was a totally different experience for Magda but it was enough for her to know that there was something much different about this church.  It wasn’t just a building with extravagant decorations—these people had something that she didn’t.  Magda accepted Christ after only a few months of attending this church.  Her next “task” was to convince her mom to come to church.  She finally attended this church for the first time a few months ago.  Immediately, she asked Magda what was different about this church than the Catholic Church.  Magda was glad to tell her, and told me with the same huge smile on her face, “Mom, at the Catholic Church, Jesus is hanging on the cross and you are worshipping someone who is dead.  But at our church, Jesus Christ is alive!”

 

Tereza heard the gospel for the first time 7 years ago.  Since that time, all of her Christian friends have been praying for her and waiting for an opportunity to lead Tereza to Christ.  After meeting a friend for coffee a few months ago, Tereza finally decided that she didn’t want to wait any longer—she finally surrendered her life to Christ.  God lifted the veil that covered her eyes and she was able to see the light of the glory of the gospel of Jesus Christ!  God’s timing, as we know, is absolutely perfect.  Not even a month after she came to know Christ, her dad was hospitalized and in a coma.  Tereza visited him every single day, prayed for him and read God’s Word to him.  Though everyone tried to tell her he couldn’t hear her, Tereza was convinced that God’s Word was still piercing his heart.  When he finally woke up, she began talking to him and he accepted Jesus Christ as his personal Savior!  He is still in the hospital and likely won’t make it out, but now he will be going HOME to meet his Savior!

 

Finally, I want to tell you about a beautiful story that is continuing to unfold.  Many of you know Martin and know that we’ve only begun to scratch the surface of seeing the great things God will do through this young man.  For those of you who don’t know him, I will tell you briefly about what God has done in His life.  Martin grew up in an Atheistic family—not even any mention of God or a Creator.  He was a firm believer in Evolution and a huge advocate of it.  Even though his family lived close enough to the church that, in Martin’s own words, he could spit out his window and it would hit the church—and it’s absolutely true!  But still, Martin had no knowledge of who God was or that He wanted to have a relationship with Martin.  Finally, after being pursued and loved by some of the students in the youth group, God pulled Martin to himself.  There’s so many things God has done since that time through Martin—like bringing his older brother Kaja to Christ, sharing his testimony with his entire class, multiple classmates accepting Christ, and Martin leading seminars disproving Evolution and giving evidence of a Creator.  Well, last night, we were at a Czech graduation ball.  It was loud, most of the people there were completely drunk, and I didn’t think it was possible to have a serious conversation of any sort.  Martin came over to me and said, “Well, someone from my school just came over to me and told me he heard that I was a believer and then he asked me to tell him about it.”  I was amazed—some kid just came up to you in this hot, smoke-filled building with drunk guys and half-dressed girls and asked you to tell him about your relationship with Jesus Christ?  Martin didn’t seem too surprised though—“It’s normal for me.  It happens all the time.” Today, Martin and I were talking and the same kid who was completely rejecting Christ only 5 years ago was sitting in front of me telling me that he wants to study Theology so he can teach it to others.

 

When Jesus Christ is proclaimed, God can lift veils that seem to be much too dark to ever have light shine through them.  It’s so easy to begin to focus on all of the people in our lives that still don’t know Christ and begin to lose heart.  But, I believe more and more every single day that God can change any heart.  Often times, it’s the absolute last person we would expect.  Think about Ananias’ response in Acts 9 when the Lord told him to go and heal Saul—“Lord, I have heard from many about this man, how much evil he has done to your saints at Jerusalem.”  The last thing he wanted to do was go and help this man who had spent his entire life murdering anyone who followed Christ.  But, how did the Lord respond? “Go, for he is a chosen instrument of mine…”  God’s plan for the redemption of His people is far greater than anything we could ever fathom.  He could bring all of these people to Himself on His own—and yet, He chooses to use people like you and me.  Our only response—even when He tells us to love someone and pray for them for 7 years with seemingly no fruit for our labor—is to say, “Yes, Lord.  I believe your gospel is powerful enough to change any heart.”

 

Praise God that He is the One that lifts veils and not us.  Praise God that He could lift those veils all on His own and yet He chooses to use us as His instruments.  Praise God for people like Magda, Tereza, and Martin whose lives have been transformed by the power of the gospel of Jesus Christ.  And PRAISE GOD that He has shone into my heart and your heart so that we can see the light of the glory of the gospel of Jesus Christ.

 

Because He has shone in my heart,

Emily

My Time in Pictures

They're happy--really--but they just don't smile as big as Americans. :)
Evicka and Maruska--some of the sweet girls in the youth group.

My first weekend in Cheb with some of the youth group.
Last summer Vlasta and I bought the same shirt that says, "Love Never Dies."  We both wore it on the day we knew we would see each other without even planning it! 
Moje Vlastinka! (My little Vlasta) :) 
The sweetest emo kids you could ever meet: Naomi, Petr, Martin, Martin
Leah with some of the Strakonice girls: Pavlina, Zuzka, Sabca, Kakuse, Evicka

Saving Power

"I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes."  Romans 1:16

I saw the truth of this verse on the train last week.  I was sitting on a train ride from Plzen to Cheb, where I will be traveling every weekend.  I was still adjusting to life in Czech, trying to let the reality that I was really here sink in deep into my heart. I was listening to a Francis Chan sermon about courage in Spiritual things, not merely physical things.  One of the specific things he mentioned was boldness in sharing the gospel.  I was sitting on the train in a cabin with 5 other women.  All but one got off at the same stop, leaving only one other woman and myself.  I turned off my iPod, answered a phone call from my friend, and sat there in silence with the woman.  

I could tell that her ears perked up when she heard me speaking in English.  So, I began conversation with her.  She assured me that her Czech wasn't good and it was okay to speak English.  I assured her that I didn't speak Czech anyways, and we began talking.  

She explained where she was going, where she was coming from, and what she did for a living.  She was from Germany, working in Austria, and heading back to Germany for the weekend.  She then began to ask me questions about why I was here.  She was surprised to learn that I was an American and was very interested to know why I would leave my family and be away from home for so long by myself.  So, I was glad to tell her. :)

You know those conversations where you immediately know that God is opening a door for the gospel?  This was definitely one of those.  It didn't take but 5 minutes for me to know (especially since I had just finished listening to a sermon on boldness) that God had placed this woman and I together on the train for a reason.  

The conversation quickly became focused on religion and each of our beliefs.  She believed that we can each find our own path to God.  That the mormon is just as right about what they believe as the Buddhist and the Catholic.  She then asked me if I believed the same.  "I don't believe that...but here's what I believe."  

I explained what sets "Christianity" apart from every other "religion" : Jesus Christ.  I explained that all other religions are so focused on human effort and striving, but that if Jesus Christ is who He says He is and did what He said He did, then no effort on my part is "good enough" for me to earn my salvation. Jesus Christ is our only hope for salvation and freedom from our sin. I don't really remember everything I said in that conversation, but it was so clear that God was speaking through me to share His truth with my new friend.  She asked about my experience with following Christ, when I made the decision to have a relationship with Him, and how I kept believing even when I didn't understand some things.  I shared with her the tangible difference that Christ has made in my life, the evidence that the Holy Spirit was living and working in me.

Tears began rolling down her face.  "I want to believe.  Some days I do, some days I don't.  Why?  Do you know why?  Why can't I just believe?"  

I shared with her that even the disciples, who walked with Jesus, saw His power firsthand--even they had moments of doubt and disbelief.  But I told her to pray--as the father did who wanted his son to be healed--"I believe, help me in my unbelief."  I told her that even those who do have a relationship with Christ have moments of doubt or confusion--but, we the Holy Spirit assures us of who we are in Christ.  So, I told her to pray.  Pray that God would give her the belief she can't have on her own.  Pray that He would make all those doubts be cleared so she can see with new eyes.  

And then, our train came to a halt.  She had to catch the next train on to Germany.  I had to meet my friends who were waiting for me.  So, we exchanged emails.  She wanted to continue the conversation and even wanted to know if there was some way we could meet together.  

This is why I am not ashamed of the gospel of Jesus Christ.  There is no better news.  What could be more liberating and life-giving than knowing that your sins are paid for and that you no longer stand before a perfect and holy God condemned, but forgiven?  It is the power of God for salvation.  God's power was working in this woman's heart to speak a truth to her heart that she had never heard before.  

Please keep praying for my friend.  Pray that the Holy Spirit would continue to work in her heart.  Pray that I would be faithful in maintaining this friendship and that she would see Jesus Christ in me.  

Completely Unashamed,

Emily   

My New Home

Here are some pictures of my life in Strakonice for those of you who like to SEE what you keep hearing about!

My bedroom/an extra living room.  I finally finished unpacking, so I feel much more settled now!

My wonderful roommate, Leah!  Behind us is the Otava river that runs through Strakonice...a little frozen over. :)
Me (trying to stay warm) in one of the town squares.
Our dining room/kitchen.
The view from our kitchen window.

So, there you have it!  This is where I'll be living for the next 6 months.  I hope this helps to make you feel like you are more a part of it because you are!  

Never Lacking

Hello my faithful partners!!!!

First of all, let me just say, we serve a FAITHFUL God who provides for His children. I know that you all knew that already, but I was reminded of that yet again in the past few weeks in very tangible ways.

As of 2 weeks ago, I was extremely short in my support raising. I wasn't worried, but it seemed almost certain that we would have to push back my departure date. What a blessing it is to know that God knows the very day that He has set for me to leave and that absolutely nothing can thrwart His plans. In one week, God provided $4,000 towards my trip. Praise the Lord! I am reminded of the way He provided for the Israelites in the wilderness--He gave them manna from heaven, but only enough for each new day. The moment they attempted to store up extra or "plan ahead," the manna would spoil. What a beautiful reminder of the way or Father cares for us. He doesn't give us what we need for the next 5 years and hope that we make the best of it--He provides what we need for each new day. I am so thankful that I am His child!

I am reminded of Hudson Taylor's words over and over again--"God's work done God's way will never lack God's supply." This is HIS ministry and we can rest in full assurance that He will provide for His gospel to be spread to the ends of the earth.

So, I as I write this today, I have significantly more money either pledged or given towards my trip to the Czech Republic. If you are one of those people, here is the info you need (since I didn't make this very clear in the letter.) Make checks payable to "Josiah Venture" and write my account number "17901" on the memo line of the check. Mail them to:

Josiah Venture/Summer Intern

P.O. Box 4317

Wheaton, IL 60189-4317

If you are interested in giving a monthly donation, send the check in by the end of the month prior to the month you are giving. For example, if you are giving for March, send the check in before the end of February. There is a direct deposit option through Josiah Venture for those of you who are interested. If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to ask. My email is emklop@gmail.com

Also, for those of you who would like to receive my prayer letter updates, please send me an email so I can add you to my prayer list. If you send an email to emklop@gmail.com and let me know that you want to pray for my ministry in Czech, you will receive (hopefully) weekly-monthly updates about what God is doing in the Czech Republic. So, please let me know if you want to be involved in this ministry through prayer.

THANK YOU just does not suffice for expressing just how humbled I am that you have chosen to be part of this ministry either through prayer, finances, or both. What God will do through me in Czech would never be possible without your generosity, so thank you! Someday, we will all stand before God's throne and worship Him together with people who came to know Christ in part through your prayers and money. What a glorious day that will be!

Thank you again for everything. More to come soon!

Because He is faithful,

Em

Counting the Costs

I have found that when I tell people that I am in the process of becoming a missionary, there are typically 2 responses:

"You're going to go all the way over there? Why don't you just stay here? You know we need missionaries here. And what about your family? You're just going to leave them? Won't that be difficult?"

To this person I respond in this way:

"You're right, there is a need for missionaries right here in America. Which is why you are still here. God hasn't laid it on your heart to go to a different country, so He wants to use you here. And, yes, I will miss my friends and family very much. I love them, but I love my Savior even more and my life is no longer my own. If He wants me to go across the world to tell people about how lovely He is, then I will go."

The second response is usually something like this:

"That will be so cool. You are going to have so much fun! What a great experience."

To this person I say:

"Yes. I am really excited. It is always an exciting adventure following the Lord. But, it's going to be really difficult too. Probably more difficult than I am ready for, but I know God will use it to draw me closer to Himself."

Of course, these are not the only responses. Each person responds in a different way, but the above seem to be the most common "theme" running across everyone's responses. And I'm thankful for both responses. They are both good reminders. One a reminder of the reality of the difficulty of being so far from the comforts of home and loved ones and one a reminder of the immense blessings that are in store for all who are obedient to God's calling. Both are realities that I need to be aware of.

What I also would want to say to anyone who seeks to follow Jesus Christ is this: it's not an issue of whether or not we've been "called." If we take God's Word seriously, then we realize that we all have been "called"--called to lay down our lives for the sake of Christ, called to love sacrificially and called to make disciples. We're all called to go. For one person, that may simply mean going to the neighbors house and sharing with them the love of Christ. It may mean going to work Monday through Friday and being faithful to fulfill the task at hand with integrity and faithfulness. And for some, it may mean giving up whatever comforts you hold dear, packing your bags, and going across the world to tell people about Jesus who would never know Him otherwise. But, nevertheless, we are all called to go. Once we've committed to following Christ, we've committed to allowing Him to lead. It means were ready to be led no matter where that may be--even if it means following Him to the ends of the earth.

My reflection upon these things has been re-awakened recently as I am reading through a book about a young missionary couple who followed Christ even when that meant going to a dangerous, unstable country in the Middle East to share the gospel. It was helpful to be reminded exactly what it means to be a missionary in a foreign country. He says:

"...it's easy to romanticize the missionary life. But the reality is altogether different. It means giving up everything: your language, your car, your friends, your family; it means giving up Wal-Mart and Walgreens and clean streets and safety and working electricity...and it isn't always heroic. You go to a country where no one cares about you, no one is interested in you. You feel almost silly walking around the streets trying out the new words in the new language you've learned....There is a certain amount of frustration because it takes time before you can interact deeply in conversation with the people you are trying to reach because of the language barrier. You know they're looking at your and talking about you but you can't understand what they're saying. [My wife] and I realized what every missionary must realize: You have to die to yourself. You have to be willing to say over and over, 'Yes, Lord. Any time, any place, whatever you want, including dying.' He says, GO. And we go." (from Total Abandon by Gary Witherall)

And for the author, it did include dying--his pregnant wife was shot and killed for the sake of Jesus Christ. That doesn't seem very fun or exciting. It doesn't seem like giving up a comfortable life for that is worth it. Or even giving up a successful ministry--why would I want to go to a different country to learn a language I don't know and adapt to a culture I don't understand when I can be effective here in my country. It's simple: because Jesus Christ--who left the comforts of heaven and stepped down into a sinful world filled with the very people he had created who rejected Him--He has said "go." And so we do--we go. It's not anything spectacular or glamorous, not a self-glorifying sacrifice--we are merely His servants and at the end of the day when we've done what He's asked us to do, the only right response is "We are unworthy bondservants; we have only done what was our duty." (Luke 17:10) Yes it is worth it. Because Jesus Christ is worth it and when the Master calls His servants, their only response is obedience --and it is as if no sacrifice were ever made.